July 2012
I have tons to write tomorrow (and two commissions...
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I have a verse where Dean is raising and autistic...
ladymalchav replied to your post: I like to put Dean and Cas in uncommon (yet sometimes still pretty common) parenting situations. an autistic child?
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just powder white bones.
“I heard a song about you today,” he says.  “Yeah?” Dean looked up from under the hood of the Impala and wiped sweat from his forehead. The kid was eight now and no bigger than when he was six. He kicked his feet against the head light as he sat on the edge of the car and Dean asked, “Which one?”  “It wasn’t on the radio,” the boy teold him. “Balthy was singing it.”  Dean sighed. Not this...
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I have just rediscovered a verse of mine where Cas...
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You try to catch fireflies at dusk, but every time you touch even a wing, the insects burst into flames. You sigh and think that this must be how God feels when he actually cares, like everything he touches is stained with a fraction of hell despite the pure intentions aimed at it. The silence that follows scares you.  —— The day you first hear the whispers you are laying on the ground between...
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tell him he's beautiful - dean/cas
Dean doesn’t like to hear it but you tell him anyways.  “You’re beautiful,” you say. Meaning every word and decorating each syllable with chocolate and apples and salt-rock bullets because they’re the only things Dean will notice in the dark.  “Shut up,” he tells you and turns up the motel TV. It’s raining outside and the reception is lost, but the static screams through the room the way your...
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Supernatural Fans and their kids #1
He’s all smiles with his missing two front teeth as he runs to the car, an extra skip in his step. He hums the song you used to sing him when he was a baby, the one you still sing on occasion when he’s sick or just can’t get to sleep. You almost sing it out loud just to see him grin, but instead you say, “You’re looking extra happy today? Did Jeremy let you use the green crayon today?”  He shakes...
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MTF!Cas...
The first time she kissed you, you were both seven and standing in a mud puddle on the playground. You’d been playing cops and robbers again and Cas was the tough lady cop while you were the thief who stole the diamonds from some huge mansion. It wasn’t your favorite game, but the teacher banned you both from playing Dirty Dancing, telling you that “no first grader should know how to move like...
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The first time she kissed you, you were both seven and standing in a mud puddle on the playground. You’d been playing cops and robbers again and Cas was the tough lady cop while you were the thief who stole the diamonds from some huge mansion. It wasn’t your favorite game, but the teacher banned you both from playing Dirty Dancing, telling you that “no first grader should know how to move like...
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Fixed it.
acreepyangelonyourshoulder replied to your post: I like to put Dean and Cas in uncommon (yet sometimes still pretty common) parenting situations. Hey, the two last stories link to the same post.
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Oh my god, I write so much sad fics. How do you...
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God, I forgot to finish their trip in Venice! I'm...
actualalphawolflydiamartin replied to your post: There are so many fics that I forgot about that need to be updated… UPDATE DEMON!CAS
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There are so many fics that I forgot about that...
I am so sorry to the people who are actually waiting for the other parts.
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Park Benches
(You sit on park benches for the sense memory. You touch blades of grass [dead or alive] with the toes of your shoes and try to picture worn boots next to your feet. And the children flock to you like they can feel your sadness, your lonelyness, your distress.) “Are you waiting for someone?” “Yes.” “When are they coming?” “I don’t know.” “Do you love them? Is that why you’re waiting?” “I, um…”...
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How have I not done that one already? Come to...
xnoel replied to your post: I like to put Dean and Cas in uncommon (yet sometimes still pretty common) parenting situations. a gay daughter? :)
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I like to put Dean and Cas in uncommon (yet...
So far I have them with… A transgender son. A transgender daughter. A child who is neither a boy or a girl. A son who loves to wear dresses and tutus.  A son who’s blind. A daughter who is 17 and pregnant. A son who has cancer. A daughter who can see ghosts. A young son that they have to bury.  Y’all should give me more. Please?  
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Cochlear
(You can see the hearing aids sticking out of the boy’s ears [cochlears to be more correct] and you don’t ask him about them. But your stomach knots as half signs and half speaks to you.) Are you lonely?  “No” “Your eyes say differently.” “So what did you see when your friend got hurt?” Don’t change the subject. “Your friend is hurt pretty badly. What did you see?” Does it matter? “Yes.” “Why?”...
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Which one of you fuckers prompted me to give Dean...
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cosmo tip #286
expertcosmotips: take ur sexy striptease a step further by peeling all ur flesh off
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javelining: it is the year 2050. gender in terms of male/female has been replaced with human/dancer. a woman in the delivery room has just given birth and as the doctor pulls the child from her womb she gasps “is it human… or is it dancer?” the doctor cuts the cord and announces, “it’s human.” nobody notices the father’s face darken. he wanted a dancer
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Oh my god. Sometimes I write horrible (as in very...
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Adelaide
boazpriestly: (She stands by your bed every night, just before eight, and for the longest time you think she’s a ghost that you’ll have to put to rest. But she crawls onto your bed one evening and sits cross-legged at your feet.) “You don’t have no family do you?”  “What makes you say that?” “No one visits you.” “Maybe they come when you’re asleep.” “No. The nurses don’t let no one in after I...
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So tonight is a reblog spam of fanfics of mine...
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Your grandmother tells you that her generation changed human anatomy. She says, “We added parts of the body that know one knew existed.”  She’s almost blind and her hands barely work anymore and her house is filled with pictures of dead celebrities and posters of a show that you’ve only ever seen on the Oldies Channel. You’re certain she’s one loose screw away from being admitted to the looney...
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Anonymous asked: THANK THE LORDS sorry about the spn it gets better button though
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You kick rocks into an imaginary lake then sit on the edge of your bed, your elbows on your knees.  “Grandpa,” you say, looking at the man as he fishes with his holographic reel. “what was grandma like when you first met her?”  “Crazy,” he says, not even opening his eyes to look at you.  You only met your grandma a few times before she passed away, but you were too young to be able to remember...
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Anonymous asked: your "next page" button doesnt display err help me
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I need happy kid!fic to counteract all that...
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Starfighter updates are the biggest cockteases...
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I don't even fucking know, okay. I just...it was a...
zorchedbyzarches replied to your post: DO NOT READ SUICIDE FICS, OKAY! ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY OCCUR IN END!VERSE! Ohhh. That’s a whole mess of bad feelings right there. What did you expect? *vibes of comfort* There needs to be band-aid fic out there, the stuff you read to make all the bad feelings go away.
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Red, orange, yellow, green followed by blue,...
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DO NOT READ SUICIDE FICS, OKAY! ESPECIALLY WHEN...
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NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! I DID NOT READ THAT FIC! I...
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…goddamn, remembering Steve hurt. A kid who’d done nothing more than get dumped in with him and Cas; a selfless kid who could melt his heart with wide, innocent blue eyes. Castiel had been forced to put a bullet through his head six months ago after a croat exploded over the boy. He remembered the drop in his stomach when he found the former angel sobbing over their son’s still body. NO!!!!! WHY...
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One movie I know by heart: Save the Last Dance
I love the fuck out of that movie. 
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Without batteries!
blueberrytoast replied to your post: One thing I’m afraid of: Furbies.
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One thing I'm afraid of: Furbies.
No one is convincing me that those fuckers weren’t sent here by Satan himself. 
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Dude, my favorite thing to act out was Jean-Claude...
blueberrytoast replied to your post: I used to steal by brother’s big G.I. Joe so that I could act out action movies with my barbies. And more often than not I was found playing Mortal Kombat with my older cousins. And the big ol’ bag of My Little Ponies that my grandma gave me ended up becoming a pack of wolves or wild dogs that Barbie would have to tame. My imagination was wild as a...
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I played with my barbies regularly until I was...
heathyr replied to your post: My younger brother played barbies with me for the longest time and he was always the one who took the most time setting up the dollhouse in the prettiest ways. I loved my barbies and my polly pockets but I also loved troll dolls and hotwheels and power rangers, man. You just can’t limit a kid, you can’t do it.
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I used to steal by brother's big G.I. Joe so that...
blueberrytoast replied to your post: My younger brother played barbies with me for the longest time and he was always the one who took the most time setting up the dollhouse in the prettiest ways. I always preferred playing with my brother’s space and medieval times lego than with my own pony-set, And my favourite doll was a barbie sized red and black skeleton. :’D
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My younger brother played barbies with me for the...
iamthemagicks replied to your post: Dear Parents, if your son asks you for something that is typically deemed ‘girly’ (like a toy or an item of clothing) the only thing that should come out of your mouth is, “Okay.” My brother and I shared our Batman toys, and Ghostbuster house. I really loved Barbie and My Little Pony, but I also really loved the Batcave.
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1 week on vs. 1 Year (On T)
fuckyeahftms: 1 week  1 year  Daniel. Musician. Pre- Med major. Darwinistic beliefs. Nature lover. Exercise freak. 
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Neither will I.
missmollybear replied to your post: Dear Parents, if your son asks you for something that is typically deemed ‘girly’ (like a toy or an item of clothing) the only thing that should come out of your mouth is, “Okay.” i will never understand why colors and items need to have genders
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Dear Parents, if your son asks you for something...
And the same goes for if your daughter asks for something that is typically deemed ‘for boys’. 
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Dear Parents, walk naked around your children and...
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